...Well my turn now. >->

If you just want to avoid a bunch of crap I suggest you turn around and leave now. Back button's up there.

...People have been airing out their closets. So I think it's time I aired mine too.

I know Allen, Bee, and Jon know this, but I don't know if anyone else does. And I think it's something that requires explanation.

Soooo for the majority of my life I always flipped out about dating. Like, I always wondered how it would go and I wondered why and I wondered if I'd ever get married and it was something I couldn't see happening, but I figured it would probably happen.

Fast forward to now, about ten years later. I have been on two dates now - all group. It wasn't even a freaking one-on-one date. And my IRL friends would always gush about oh you two get along so well, you're going to have a great time, try not to get married on your first date haha!

And yet both of those dates I hated more than anything. I felt terrible and awkward and uncomfortable and like I did not know what to do. It felt wrong in every way possible. And when the guy I was with tried to make romantic moves, well - I felt like I was going to puke. Because everything was wrong. It wasn't even the guy I was with. I could think he was fantastic and hung the moon, but I just couldn't.

In my church it's always stressed to avoid sexual temptation, but I've never felt that. There is no temptation for me. I don't feel the need to bang anyone into a wall, certain attractive celebrities included. I've never felt the urge. I just feel this want to hug them and cuddle their faces - I'm more tactile-based. When my friends are in trouble, I want to hug them. I'm extremely tactile, but I can only hug certain people.
Okay wow ignore that

So earlier this year, convinced something was wrong with me, I asked people about it. They told me oh it's nothing to worry about, you're just a late bloomer, and dating is a little awkward at first, but you'll get over it!

Yeah, I don't think being a little adorably awkward in a group date comes with stress amounts so large you have physical chest pains.

Then I joined tumblr as most of you well know. I discovered more about sexualities and identities - gay, bi, trans, pan, neutral, questioning, undecided.

And then I saw the words asexual. I knew the basic concept, but decided I needed to do some research.

It was literally me. I did research on aromantic, too, and that matched me really well.

I'm also questioning gender lately - I know I'm not FTM, but I think I might be gender neutral. I tried going to school at the beginning of this week looking masculine, but it didn't fit. I like dressing comfortably, but in a way you can tell I'm graceful - not overly feminine, but graceful.

As an experiment, would you guys mind calling me Ace? And refer to be as a xir/xe rather than a her/she?

And - yeah. Just - wow. This is a really screwed-up post.

No problem, Ace.

Raptorguy14 wrote:No problem, Ace.

This means a ton to me. Thank you.

You're welcome

Closets need airing out from time to time. ^^

I know how you feel, to an extent. :3

Every time my Mom INSISTED I had a crush on someone, I didn't know what to do.

And well, you can see how our relationship ended up... But never mind that. Non sequitur, sorry.

But I could never see myself with anyone. It was too weird.


But just like you said, you haven't changed, you're just finding things out about yourself. :3

And we love you all the same, Ace! ^_^

TeasPlease wrote:Closets need airing out from time to time. ^^

I know how you feel, to an extent. :3

Every time my Mom INSISTED I had a crush on someone, I didn't know what to do.

And well, you can see how our relationship ended up... But never mind that. Non sequitur, sorry.

But I could never see myself with anyone. It was too weird.


But just like you said, you haven't changed, you're just finding things out about yourself. :3

And we love you all the same, Ace! ^_^

I know that feel. ><;; Except it's happening with my dad. He keeps saying I oughta date various people and it's getting on my nerves.
He knows about my asexuality, but not my gender neutrality. >.>;;

~patpat~ I know that feel. It's fine to talk about it. c:

>w< I love you all so much right now.

ace-all-over-the-place wrote:

TeasPlease wrote:Closets need airing out from time to time. ^^

I know how you feel, to an extent. :3

Every time my Mom INSISTED I had a crush on someone, I didn't know what to do.

And well, you can see how our relationship ended up... But never mind that. Non sequitur, sorry.

But I could never see myself with anyone. It was too weird.


But just like you said, you haven't changed, you're just finding things out about yourself. :3

And we love you all the same, Ace! ^_^

I know that feel. ><;; Except it's happening with my dad. He keeps saying I oughta date various people and it's getting on my nerves.
He knows about my asexuality, but not my gender neutrality. >.>;;

~patpat~ I know that feel. It's fine to talk about it. c:

>w< I love you all so much right now.

:c My Mom keeps on saying things in that regard.

And she knows I love Jon, so it's really irritating.

But oh well.

Ok. c:

*hug*

ace-all-over-the-place wrote:If you just want to avoid a bunch of crap I suggest you turn around and leave now. Back button's up there.

...People have been airing out their closets. So I think it's time I aired mine too.

I know Allen, Bee, and Jon know this, but I don't know if anyone else does. And I think it's something that requires explanation.

Soooo for the majority of my life I always flipped out about dating. Like, I always wondered how it would go and I wondered why and I wondered if I'd ever get married and it was something I couldn't see happening, but I figured it would probably happen.

Fast forward to now, about ten years later. I have been on two dates now - all group. It wasn't even a freaking one-on-one date. And my IRL friends would always gush about oh you two get along so well, you're going to have a great time, try not to get married on your first date haha!

And yet both of those dates I hated more than anything. I felt terrible and awkward and uncomfortable and like I did not know what to do. It felt wrong in every way possible. And when the guy I was with tried to make romantic moves, well - I felt like I was going to puke. Because everything was wrong. It wasn't even the guy I was with. I could think he was fantastic and hung the moon, but I just couldn't.

In my church it's always stressed to avoid sexual temptation, but I've never felt that. There is no temptation for me. I don't feel the need to bang anyone into a wall, certain attractive celebrities included. I've never felt the urge. I just feel this want to hug them and cuddle their faces - I'm more tactile-based. When my friends are in trouble, I want to hug them. I'm extremely tactile, but I can only hug certain people.
Okay wow ignore that

So earlier this year, convinced something was wrong with me, I asked people about it. They told me oh it's nothing to worry about, you're just a late bloomer, and dating is a little awkward at first, but you'll get over it!

Yeah, I don't think being a little adorably awkward in a group date comes with stress amounts so large you have physical chest pains.

Then I joined tumblr as most of you well know. I discovered more about sexualities and identities - gay, bi, trans, pan, neutral, questioning, undecided.

And then I saw the words asexual. I knew the basic concept, but decided I needed to do some research.

It was literally me. I did research on aromantic, too, and that matched me really well.

I'm also questioning gender lately - I know I'm not FTM, but I think I might be gender neutral. I tried going to school at the beginning of this week looking masculine, but it didn't fit. I like dressing comfortably, but in a way you can tell I'm graceful - not overly feminine, but graceful.

As an experiment, would you guys mind calling me Ace? And refer to be as a xir/xe rather than a her/she?

And - yeah. Just - wow. This is a really screwed-up post.

I support you 100% on this, bro
Don't ever change who you are 'cause you're freakin' perfect ;w;
You're everything that is right in this world, and the person everyone should strive to be
Keep being you~
Stay golden, Ace

EatThePocky wrote:

ace-all-over-the-place wrote:If you just want to avoid a bunch of crap I suggest you turn around and leave now. Back button's up there.

...People have been airing out their closets. So I think it's time I aired mine too.

I know Allen, Bee, and Jon know this, but I don't know if anyone else does. And I think it's something that requires explanation.

Soooo for the majority of my life I always flipped out about dating. Like, I always wondered how it would go and I wondered why and I wondered if I'd ever get married and it was something I couldn't see happening, but I figured it would probably happen.

Fast forward to now, about ten years later. I have been on two dates now - all group. It wasn't even a freaking one-on-one date. And my IRL friends would always gush about oh you two get along so well, you're going to have a great time, try not to get married on your first date haha!

And yet both of those dates I hated more than anything. I felt terrible and awkward and uncomfortable and like I did not know what to do. It felt wrong in every way possible. And when the guy I was with tried to make romantic moves, well - I felt like I was going to puke. Because everything was wrong. It wasn't even the guy I was with. I could think he was fantastic and hung the moon, but I just couldn't.

In my church it's always stressed to avoid sexual temptation, but I've never felt that. There is no temptation for me. I don't feel the need to bang anyone into a wall, certain attractive celebrities included. I've never felt the urge. I just feel this want to hug them and cuddle their faces - I'm more tactile-based. When my friends are in trouble, I want to hug them. I'm extremely tactile, but I can only hug certain people.
Okay wow ignore that

So earlier this year, convinced something was wrong with me, I asked people about it. They told me oh it's nothing to worry about, you're just a late bloomer, and dating is a little awkward at first, but you'll get over it!

Yeah, I don't think being a little adorably awkward in a group date comes with stress amounts so large you have physical chest pains.

Then I joined tumblr as most of you well know. I discovered more about sexualities and identities - gay, bi, trans, pan, neutral, questioning, undecided.

And then I saw the words asexual. I knew the basic concept, but decided I needed to do some research.

It was literally me. I did research on aromantic, too, and that matched me really well.

I'm also questioning gender lately - I know I'm not FTM, but I think I might be gender neutral. I tried going to school at the beginning of this week looking masculine, but it didn't fit. I like dressing comfortably, but in a way you can tell I'm graceful - not overly feminine, but graceful.

As an experiment, would you guys mind calling me Ace? And refer to be as a xir/xe rather than a her/she?

And - yeah. Just - wow. This is a really screwed-up post.

I support you 100% on this, bro
Don't ever change who you are 'cause you're freakin' perfect ;w;
You're everything that is right in this world, and the person everyone should strive to be
Keep being you~
Stay golden, Ace

Working on that. ;u; Working on not letting what others say control me. I think it's starting to come along nicely.
T-thank you ;u; You're perfect yourself.
adgjakdjgadg ;////////;

This is MAD SRS BIZNIS YO, and your strength and thoughtfulness throughout this whole thing always astound me. Just don't ever stop being you, or I'll be forced to sic Ceiling Russia on your genderneutral ass.

Seriously. Don't turn into Tom Hiddleston. The world would miss you something fierce.

buttshujinsama wrote:This is MAD SRS BIZNIS YO, and your strength and thoughtfulness throughout this whole thing always astound me. Just don't ever stop being you, or I'll be forced to sic Ceiling Russia on your genderneutral ass.

Seriously. Don't turn into Tom Hiddleston. The world would miss you something fierce.

What's wrong with being Tom Hiddleston??

ACEEEEE!! I WILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT! Just...yeah, don't stop being you. Cause you is what we all need.

DownRightLoki wrote:

buttshujinsama wrote:This is MAD SRS BIZNIS YO, and your strength and thoughtfulness throughout this whole thing always astound me. Just don't ever stop being you, or I'll be forced to sic Ceiling Russia on your genderneutral ass.

Seriously. Don't turn into Tom Hiddleston. The world would miss you something fierce.

What's wrong with being Tom Hiddleston??

ACEEEEE!! I WILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT! Just...yeah, don't stop being you. Cause you is what we all need.

Allow me to clarify.

Ace, don't ever turn into ANYBODY else, not even Tom Hiddleston. We like you better.

buttshujinsama wrote:

DownRightLoki wrote:

buttshujinsama wrote:This is MAD SRS BIZNIS YO, and your strength and thoughtfulness throughout this whole thing always astound me. Just don't ever stop being you, or I'll be forced to sic Ceiling Russia on your genderneutral ass.

Seriously. Don't turn into Tom Hiddleston. The world would miss you something fierce.

What's wrong with being Tom Hiddleston??

ACEEEEE!! I WILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT! Just...yeah, don't stop being you. Cause you is what we all need.

Allow me to clarify.

Ace, don't ever turn into ANYBODY else, not even Tom Hiddleston. We like you better.

Oooh! Right. Yes, please.

DownRightLoki wrote:

buttshujinsama wrote:

DownRightLoki wrote:

buttshujinsama wrote:This is MAD SRS BIZNIS YO, and your strength and thoughtfulness throughout this whole thing always astound me. Just don't ever stop being you, or I'll be forced to sic Ceiling Russia on your genderneutral ass.

Seriously. Don't turn into Tom Hiddleston. The world would miss you something fierce.

What's wrong with being Tom Hiddleston??

ACEEEEE!! I WILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT! Just...yeah, don't stop being you. Cause you is what we all need.

Allow me to clarify.

Ace, don't ever turn into ANYBODY else, not even Tom Hiddleston. We like you better.

Oooh! Right. Yes, please.

Tay, have I ever mentioned I love your face to pieces? ;u; ♥

...Tony, you're a dork. XD It's a little tricky to stop being me. So I'll do my best. c:

...Besides, both of you, I don't know what the world would do if there were two men that perfect in the world. o-o;; /MURDERED

Yes, you've mentioned it before... >////////////////< Thank you, Andi. <3

I KNOW RIGHT?! But, if there _were_ two, we could both have one..../shotshothshotshot