PROCRASTINATION: A LOVE/HATE RELATIONSHIP

GAH!
I have to do a two minute YouTube video in SPANISH so I can try to WIN $300,
and write a 10 minute PLAY so I can possibly win MORE money,
AND ALSO RESEARCH AND DO AN ORAL REPORT ON THE RELEVANCE OF THE CONSTITUTION SO I CAN WIN A $30,000 SCHOLARSHIP AND A FREE TRIP TO WASHINGTON D.C.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!
IT'S KILLING ME! DX
I don't want to start!
But I need the money,
and the scholarship!
I don't know what the freak to do!
Sorry,
For the rant. ._. XP
I'm just so stressed out.
Among other things.

I WISH I HAD THE CHANCE TO GET MONIES TTuTT

LOL HURRY, DUDE!!

Yeah.
I need a job. XP

I"M TRYING! DX I guess tomorrow I'll do it.../shot

DownRightLoki wrote:Yeah.
I need a job. XP

I"M TRYING! DX I guess tomorrow I'll do it.../shot

Same here. XD

No, like, really. Or my Dad will mess up my NaNoWriMo (Dad, the No means novel. NOT NO. D: )


XD LOL STOP PROCRASTINATING! /shot for being a hypocrite

Wow. Seriously? o.O My dad's all, "You can't get a job til you have good grades."

I KNOW I KNOW! XD
I'm going to go shooting with my family instead. /shot

DownRightLoki wrote:Wow. Seriously? o.O My dad's all, "You can't get a job til you have good grades."

I KNOW I KNOW! XD
I'm going to go shooting with my family instead. /shot

He's gonna make me come down for two weeks if I don't get one. ;w;

XDD Well mine doesn't even know what my grades are.

Lol OKFINEE~

XD Just kidding.

Nice. :3

TRY NOT TO SHOOT HALEY OR CHASE

WE LIKE THEM

/shot

Wow.
I'm glad my dad isn't like that. =P
~liar~

OHBUTWHY?!
/shot
I ended up not going. =P My dad only wanted to sight in his guns. ._.

DownRightLoki wrote:Wow.
I'm glad my dad isn't like that. =P
~liar~

OHBUTWHY?!
/shot
I ended up not going. =P My dad only wanted to sight in his guns. ._.

XD Eh, I wish my Dad would just leave me alone, lol.

I JUST TOLD YOU

WE LIKE THEM

XD

Aww, sadness. D:

I bet. =/

NO WE DON"T. XD
jkjkjkjkjkjkjk/kill'd

Aubs, are you bored? ._. EVERYONE'S GONE! D:

Sad Sad Day.

DownRightLoki wrote:I bet. =/

NO WE DON"T. XD
jkjkjkjkjkjkjk/kill'd

Aubs, are you bored? ._. EVERYONE'S GONE! D:

Sad Sad Day.

Yerp P:

XD WELL HEY

XDD

Yup. D:

Double yup. D:

WE
NEED
TO
HANG
OUT.

DownRightLoki wrote:WE
NEED
TO
HANG
OUT.

YES
WE
DO.


I LIKE NEED JON TO RESCUE ME FROM HERE, DRAG ME BACK UP TO NORTHERN UTAH SO I CAN MEET Y'ALL. TTnTT

LOL,

WHY, BIRTH CERTIFICATE, WHY. *shakes grass*

IKNOWRIGHT?! =P

What's wrong with your birth certificate?

DownRightLoki wrote:IKNOWRIGHT?! =P

What's wrong with your birth certificate?

OH IT'S ABOUT THREE YEARS OFF FROM WHERE IT SHOULD BE. /shot

IT MAKES ME FIFTEEN THIS YEAR.

NO.

I NEEDS TO BE EIGHTEEN.

I SHOULD TOTALLY BE EIGHTEEN.

THAT WAY, I COULD RUN AWAY WITH JON SOMEWHERE WITHOUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT COPS. /shotdead

But really, being under the law of my parents is slowly killing meeee.... Nnnnnn TTATT

GaDGeT wrote:

DownRightLoki wrote:IKNOWRIGHT?! =P

What's wrong with your birth certificate?

OH IT'S ABOUT THREE YEARS OFF FROM WHERE IT SHOULD BE. /shot

IT MAKES ME FIFTEEN THIS YEAR.

NO.

I NEEDS TO BE EIGHTEEN.

I SHOULD TOTALLY BE EIGHTEEN.

THAT WAY, I COULD RUN AWAY WITH JON SOMEWHERE WITHOUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT COPS. /shotdead

But really, being under the law of my parents is slowly killing meeee.... Nnnnnn TTATT

*hug* We just have to be patient. <3

Raptorguy14 wrote:

GaDGeT wrote:

DownRightLoki wrote:IKNOWRIGHT?! =P

What's wrong with your birth certificate?

OH IT'S ABOUT THREE YEARS OFF FROM WHERE IT SHOULD BE. /shot

IT MAKES ME FIFTEEN THIS YEAR.

NO.

I NEEDS TO BE EIGHTEEN.

I SHOULD TOTALLY BE EIGHTEEN.

THAT WAY, I COULD RUN AWAY WITH JON SOMEWHERE WITHOUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT COPS. /shotdead

But really, being under the law of my parents is slowly killing meeee.... Nnnnnn TTATT

*hug* We just have to be patient. <3

Patience has never been one of my better qualitites.. ;w;

Clearly something I need to work on.

I can empathize with Trans people, with gays, and bisexuals who have homophobic parents. They are so afraid about their parents finding out. Most of them legitimately so- a LOT of those kids get kicked to the curb when their parents no longer feel the need to parent someone like that.

Well, my situation only has one difference- aside from the "atypical" relationship/orientation/gender identity (though there's that too- not that I'd ever tell them. They don't need to know.). The difference is that I am trying my hardest to live up to their standards, and to do the right thing with everyone in mind

And they STILL can't accept it. Can't accept ME. That's who they're really rejecting.

And apperently they 'care' enough to give me crap about everything I do wrong. And in a way, I should be thankful for the amount they DO care, but I almost wish they didn't, so they'd leave me alone, and let me figure out life without all the pain and misery that comes with being the black sheep of a pretty stuffy, conservative family.

Ugh. Fml.

Somehow, I don't think I'll ever be able to fully mend my relationship with them. Which is awful. It truly is.

I'm just so different from them in so many ways. I don't see how it would be possible.

//rant

On the bright side, Les might be fixing my bike today. ;w;

I need the fresh air- even if it is cold.

The exercise...

That wonderful WHOOSH feeling you get when you go down a hill ~ ;u;

The (*cough* highly limited) freedom from being able to travel around with more consent from my mother XD (HOPEFULLY SHE DOESN'T CHANGE HER MIND. XD)

And being able to do simple things, like go to work (granted I can get any), to the library, our to pick up a gallon of milk (granted that I have the three to five dollars to get one) without relying on other people, and wasting their time.

Also, I'm harassing Moonflower again tomorrow. XD


YEAH, I KNOW LIFE WILL LOOK UP.

IT'S JUST LIKE,

WHY AM I GRINDING MY FOREHEAD AGAINST THIS CHEESEGRATER SOME PEOPLE REFER TO AS BAD LUCK IN THE MEANTIME? ;o;;

GaDGeT wrote:

Raptorguy14 wrote:

GaDGeT wrote:

DownRightLoki wrote:IKNOWRIGHT?! =P

What's wrong with your birth certificate?

OH IT'S ABOUT THREE YEARS OFF FROM WHERE IT SHOULD BE. /shot

IT MAKES ME FIFTEEN THIS YEAR.

NO.

I NEEDS TO BE EIGHTEEN.

I SHOULD TOTALLY BE EIGHTEEN.

THAT WAY, I COULD RUN AWAY WITH JON SOMEWHERE WITHOUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT COPS. /shotdead

But really, being under the law of my parents is slowly killing meeee.... Nnnnnn TTATT

*hug* We just have to be patient. <3

Patience has never been one of my better qualitites.. ;w;

Clearly something I need to work on.

I can empathize with Trans people, with gays, and bisexuals who have homophobic parents. They are so afraid about their parents finding out. Most of them legitimately so- a LOT of those kids get kicked to the curb when their parents no longer feel the need to parent someone like that.

Well, my situation only has one difference- aside from the "atypical" relationship/orientation/gender identity (though there's that too- not that I'd ever tell them. They don't need to know.). The difference is that I am trying my hardest to live up to their standards, and to do the right thing with everyone in mind

And they STILL can't accept it. Can't accept ME. That's who they're really rejecting.

And apperently they 'care' enough to give me crap about everything I do wrong. And in a way, I should be thankful for the amount they DO care, but I almost wish they didn't, so they'd leave me alone, and let me figure out life without all the pain and misery that comes with being the black sheep of a pretty stuffy, conservative family.

Ugh. Fml.

Somehow, I don't think I'll ever be able to fully mend my relationship with them. Which is awful. It truly is.

I'm just so different from them in so many ways. I don't see how it would be possible.

//rant

On the bright side, Les might be fixing my bike today. ;w;

I need the fresh air- even if it is cold.

The exercise...

That wonderful WHOOSH feeling you get when you go down a hill ~ ;u;

The (*cough* highly limited) freedom from being able to travel around with more consent from my mother XD (HOPEFULLY SHE DOESN'T CHANGE HER MIND. XD)

And being able to do simple things, like go to work (granted I can get any), to the library, our to pick up a gallon of milk (granted that I have the three to five dollars to get one) without relying on other people, and wasting their time.

Also, I'm harassing Moonflower again tomorrow. XD


YEAH, I KNOW LIFE WILL LOOK UP.

IT'S JUST LIKE,

WHY AM I GRINDING MY FOREHEAD AGAINST THIS CHEESEGRATER SOME PEOPLE REFER TO AS BAD LUCK IN THE MEANTIME? ;o;;

I am soo sorry you're going through this!

I wish I could just take your pain away.

Hang in there. I hope things get better soon.

In the meantime, let me know if you need to rant again. I'm always here. <3

Raptorguy14 wrote:

GaDGeT wrote:

Raptorguy14 wrote:

GaDGeT wrote:

DownRightLoki wrote:IKNOWRIGHT?! =P

What's wrong with your birth certificate?

OH IT'S ABOUT THREE YEARS OFF FROM WHERE IT SHOULD BE. /shot

IT MAKES ME FIFTEEN THIS YEAR.

NO.

I NEEDS TO BE EIGHTEEN.

I SHOULD TOTALLY BE EIGHTEEN.

THAT WAY, I COULD RUN AWAY WITH JON SOMEWHERE WITHOUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT COPS. /shotdead

But really, being under the law of my parents is slowly killing meeee.... Nnnnnn TTATT

*hug* We just have to be patient. <3

Patience has never been one of my better qualitites.. ;w;

Clearly something I need to work on.

I can empathize with Trans people, with gays, and bisexuals who have homophobic parents. They are so afraid about their parents finding out. Most of them legitimately so- a LOT of those kids get kicked to the curb when their parents no longer feel the need to parent someone like that.

Well, my situation only has one difference- aside from the "atypical" relationship/orientation/gender identity (though there's that too- not that I'd ever tell them. They don't need to know.). The difference is that I am trying my hardest to live up to their standards, and to do the right thing with everyone in mind

And they STILL can't accept it. Can't accept ME. That's who they're really rejecting.

And apperently they 'care' enough to give me crap about everything I do wrong. And in a way, I should be thankful for the amount they DO care, but I almost wish they didn't, so they'd leave me alone, and let me figure out life without all the pain and misery that comes with being the black sheep of a pretty stuffy, conservative family.

Ugh. Fml.

Somehow, I don't think I'll ever be able to fully mend my relationship with them. Which is awful. It truly is.

I'm just so different from them in so many ways. I don't see how it would be possible.

//rant

On the bright side, Les might be fixing my bike today. ;w;

I need the fresh air- even if it is cold.

The exercise...

That wonderful WHOOSH feeling you get when you go down a hill ~ ;u;

The (*cough* highly limited) freedom from being able to travel around with more consent from my mother XD (HOPEFULLY SHE DOESN'T CHANGE HER MIND. XD)

And being able to do simple things, like go to work (granted I can get any), to the library, our to pick up a gallon of milk (granted that I have the three to five dollars to get one) without relying on other people, and wasting their time.

Also, I'm harassing Moonflower again tomorrow. XD


YEAH, I KNOW LIFE WILL LOOK UP.

IT'S JUST LIKE,

WHY AM I GRINDING MY FOREHEAD AGAINST THIS CHEESEGRATER SOME PEOPLE REFER TO AS BAD LUCK IN THE MEANTIME? ;o;;

I am soo sorry you're going through this!

I wish I could just take your pain away.

Hang in there. I hope things get better soon.

In the meantime, let me know if you need to rant again. I'm always here. <3

k

*trying not to cry so close to going to my meetinggg ~flail~*

I hope so too. ;w;

I'm just crossing my fingers, and praying, and harping on people to get this job. Things will get better if I get this job. =A=

Ok.

Love you <33

GaDGeT wrote:

Raptorguy14 wrote:

GaDGeT wrote:

Raptorguy14 wrote:

GaDGeT wrote:

DownRightLoki wrote:IKNOWRIGHT?! =P

What's wrong with your birth certificate?

OH IT'S ABOUT THREE YEARS OFF FROM WHERE IT SHOULD BE. /shot

IT MAKES ME FIFTEEN THIS YEAR.

NO.

I NEEDS TO BE EIGHTEEN.

I SHOULD TOTALLY BE EIGHTEEN.

THAT WAY, I COULD RUN AWAY WITH JON SOMEWHERE WITHOUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT COPS. /shotdead

But really, being under the law of my parents is slowly killing meeee.... Nnnnnn TTATT

*hug* We just have to be patient. <3

Patience has never been one of my better qualitites.. ;w;

Clearly something I need to work on.

I can empathize with Trans people, with gays, and bisexuals who have homophobic parents. They are so afraid about their parents finding out. Most of them legitimately so- a LOT of those kids get kicked to the curb when their parents no longer feel the need to parent someone like that.

Well, my situation only has one difference- aside from the "atypical" relationship/orientation/gender identity (though there's that too- not that I'd ever tell them. They don't need to know.). The difference is that I am trying my hardest to live up to their standards, and to do the right thing with everyone in mind

And they STILL can't accept it. Can't accept ME. That's who they're really rejecting.

And apperently they 'care' enough to give me crap about everything I do wrong. And in a way, I should be thankful for the amount they DO care, but I almost wish they didn't, so they'd leave me alone, and let me figure out life without all the pain and misery that comes with being the black sheep of a pretty stuffy, conservative family.

Ugh. Fml.

Somehow, I don't think I'll ever be able to fully mend my relationship with them. Which is awful. It truly is.

I'm just so different from them in so many ways. I don't see how it would be possible.

//rant

On the bright side, Les might be fixing my bike today. ;w;

I need the fresh air- even if it is cold.

The exercise...

That wonderful WHOOSH feeling you get when you go down a hill ~ ;u;

The (*cough* highly limited) freedom from being able to travel around with more consent from my mother XD (HOPEFULLY SHE DOESN'T CHANGE HER MIND. XD)

And being able to do simple things, like go to work (granted I can get any), to the library, our to pick up a gallon of milk (granted that I have the three to five dollars to get one) without relying on other people, and wasting their time.

Also, I'm harassing Moonflower again tomorrow. XD


YEAH, I KNOW LIFE WILL LOOK UP.

IT'S JUST LIKE,

WHY AM I GRINDING MY FOREHEAD AGAINST THIS CHEESEGRATER SOME PEOPLE REFER TO AS BAD LUCK IN THE MEANTIME? ;o;;

I am soo sorry you're going through this!

I wish I could just take your pain away.

Hang in there. I hope things get better soon.

In the meantime, let me know if you need to rant again. I'm always here. <3

k

*trying not to cry so close to going to my meetinggg ~flail~*

I hope so too. ;w;

I'm just crossing my fingers, and praying, and harping on people to get this job. Things will get better if I get this job. =A=

Ok.

Love you <33

Love you too <33

...On a random, completely anti-mood whim,

WHERE DID THAT K COME FROM?? *mystified* °o°

Raptorguy14 wrote:

GaDGeT wrote:

Raptorguy14 wrote:

GaDGeT wrote:

Raptorguy14 wrote:

GaDGeT wrote:

DownRightLoki wrote:IKNOWRIGHT?! =P

What's wrong with your birth certificate?

OH IT'S ABOUT THREE YEARS OFF FROM WHERE IT SHOULD BE. /shot

IT MAKES ME FIFTEEN THIS YEAR.

NO.

I NEEDS TO BE EIGHTEEN.

I SHOULD TOTALLY BE EIGHTEEN.

THAT WAY, I COULD RUN AWAY WITH JON SOMEWHERE WITHOUT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT COPS. /shotdead

But really, being under the law of my parents is slowly killing meeee.... Nnnnnn TTATT

*hug* We just have to be patient. <3

Patience has never been one of my better qualitites.. ;w;

Clearly something I need to work on.

I can empathize with Trans people, with gays, and bisexuals who have homophobic parents. They are so afraid about their parents finding out. Most of them legitimately so- a LOT of those kids get kicked to the curb when their parents no longer feel the need to parent someone like that.

Well, my situation only has one difference- aside from the "atypical" relationship/orientation/gender identity (though there's that too- not that I'd ever tell them. They don't need to know.). The difference is that I am trying my hardest to live up to their standards, and to do the right thing with everyone in mind

And they STILL can't accept it. Can't accept ME. That's who they're really rejecting.

And apperently they 'care' enough to give me crap about everything I do wrong. And in a way, I should be thankful for the amount they DO care, but I almost wish they didn't, so they'd leave me alone, and let me figure out life without all the pain and misery that comes with being the black sheep of a pretty stuffy, conservative family.

Ugh. Fml.

Somehow, I don't think I'll ever be able to fully mend my relationship with them. Which is awful. It truly is.

I'm just so different from them in so many ways. I don't see how it would be possible.

//rant

On the bright side, Les might be fixing my bike today. ;w;

I need the fresh air- even if it is cold.

The exercise...

That wonderful WHOOSH feeling you get when you go down a hill ~ ;u;

The (*cough* highly limited) freedom from being able to travel around with more consent from my mother XD (HOPEFULLY SHE DOESN'T CHANGE HER MIND. XD)

And being able to do simple things, like go to work (granted I can get any), to the library, our to pick up a gallon of milk (granted that I have the three to five dollars to get one) without relying on other people, and wasting their time.

Also, I'm harassing Moonflower again tomorrow. XD


YEAH, I KNOW LIFE WILL LOOK UP.

IT'S JUST LIKE,

WHY AM I GRINDING MY FOREHEAD AGAINST THIS CHEESEGRATER SOME PEOPLE REFER TO AS BAD LUCK IN THE MEANTIME? ;o;;

I am soo sorry you're going through this!

I wish I could just take your pain away.

Hang in there. I hope things get better soon.

In the meantime, let me know if you need to rant again. I'm always here. <3

k

*trying not to cry so close to going to my meetinggg ~flail~*

I hope so too. ;w;

I'm just crossing my fingers, and praying, and harping on people to get this job. Things will get better if I get this job. =A=

Ok.

Love you <33

Love you too <33

<33 X3